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2005-10-03 - 4:48 p.m. - so real for the first time ever there is no fear, no paranoia, no overlooking the downside. i dont have to explain myself, break things down, re-tell the joke. i feel safe. there is nothing dramatic, no mistakes to forgive, no barriers to push through. everything just fits, makes sense -- like a sigh of relief, like reaching the top of the hill and catching your breath: hands on hips, breathing through your mouth, feet shuffling, forehead sweating, heartbeat racing, smiling. |