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2005-06-15 - 10:18 p.m. - another year at summercamp it seems, sometimes, like everything falls apart at the last minute. right when you need everything to stay put, to stay together... BAM! on the floor, everything shatters. but you dont even have time to try to pick it up. so you just stand there and look at it, knowing that you have to leave and wondering how on earth it's going to fix itself if youre not there to do it. so im about to go again. two months. doesnt seem like very long but this time i know the world that awaits me. somewhere deep inside im excited, but right now it's just a matter of making it through the next several hours and all these tiny explosions that keep obstructing my view. |