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2004-05-30 - 1:37 a.m. - html in the dark i would just like to remind everyone that taking melatonin on a daily basis not only helps establish a regular sleep cycle, but also helps fight all kinds of diseases including cancer. yes, it is in fact a miracle drug. look it up! that being said, im a little loopy and i think my melatonin has just kicked in. hard to believe that just six months ago i was lucky if i fell asleep before 5am. even WITH the melatonin. there is a lot left for me to do. i bought a car. a real car. from a dealership. it's a volkswagon. it's 2001, pre owned. it's a silver jetta. she's beautiful and i love her. but of course it means im a grown up now, right? or maybe it just means i needed a car and it's more cost efficient to finance a car than it is to buy a used car from a stranger in LA that will probably break or blow up within the first two days of owning it. or maybe it's just that i deserve something like this. i love this city. i love the way it looks at night driving home from orange county, from the acoustic limbeck show in a victorian style house, where they did multiple takes of all the songs because they were recording the songs as bonus material for their next release. i love the way the city smells when you get off the freeway and roll down the windows. it still smells like flowers. i love the lights in the mountains. i love the mountains. i love not being scared to drive through hollywood anymore. i love knowing where im going. i love knowing that at any given moment i could go outside and a car would pass by or someone would be out in their yard or walking home. i love being able to lie in my bed and type a new entry in my diaryland diary. i love my apartment and my bed and the trees in my front yard. i love thinking about loving this place. i love that i live here. and i REALLY love melatonin. goodnight. sarah |